This Could Be Part Of My Legacy, Rebranding This.

  Imagine my grand entrance to an event on a red carpet. Wow, am looking all glamorous and beautiful like a princess her father is proud of. Lol, I love to hype and feel myself a lot. It really makes me happy and gives me a sense of self appreciation. You should also learn that from me shaa, it helps build your confidence.

Ok back to what we were discussing earlier in my previous post. I actually talked about creating writing and my love for writing. Hmm, speaking of what I want to do in general. That's a lot my dear because am in love with so many things and am finding it difficult to focus on one thing but by God's grace I will get to achieve them all. In respect to what I said about being confused on my writing space. I didn't necessarily mean am totally confused per say, just that ... Am a bit impatient trying to follow suit with my business plans mapped out for my new site.

I have done this article writing for a while, I like the idea and it feels good to put out my opinion which is also among the reasons why I added it to plans. Dropping it now will be a lot difficult to do and I guess that's where my confusion comes in. Technically, is not supposed to be part of my blog but like I said, I kinda tried copying other bloggers even while am different. My blog is a personal blog that serves as a journal reflecting my personal life and also be as good as discussing my thoughts and opinions. In order words, it should be more of me than you and less of any other piece of writing.

I understand that this kind of blog isn't the real deal infact that explains why I can't find any. Nobody gives a shit about me now and it's not like am famous or something to my blog go boom. I get it, so don't give me that look nor Rob it on my face that am making a big mistake. Trust me is not always about the money tho I need the money anyways but my career and mental health is also involve. Am tired of self depreciating so I have decided to take the bull by the horn for real this time. There's always a first time for everything so I can equally make that happen. All this while I have been focusing on the money big time but it isn't forth coming. I feel like the more am seriously chasing after it, the more is moving further away from me in terms of monetizing my blog.

However, I did monetize my blog before things went South and I lost the monetization. Ever since then, I have been struggling to get it back but it seems like AdSense aren't ready to take me back at least not with the way things are. Annoyingly, I don't know the particular issue am supposed to fix to get my blog ready for AdSense. Am like why can't they pinpoint the issue for God's sake, abi is that too hard to ask. Abeg, am already tired of that shit and I have given up on the money thing for now till further notice. I don't want to find myself deviating from the original thing just to fit in where I don't belong, nah am done here.

This time I will have to stick on for good and make it the real deal. I will also have to  rebrand and grow this niche to the next level. This could be part of my Legacy and I will wait till my name is written on the sands of this earth. I could have pushed on with my business plans already but your baby girl is broke and a bit dusty. Regardless, let's get this one moving in the right direction before we come clean ... Winks with smile.

Bye.

The Reason Why I Actually Stopped writing.

  Hmm, I woke up this morning feeling positive about myself. I actually slept late yesterday shaa because I was trying to exhaust my YouTube mb before it expires. Guess what? I stumble over one of Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie's videos. It made me look over some of her videos and all that but am really amazed to know she isn't the kind of person I thought she was. I saw a different kind of cool person plus her enticing stories about herself and family which made me to actually like her for real. That was black box interview with buka last year on bounce. I did enjoyed their talk together as he kept asking questions that we needed to hear. By the way, I want to commend Ebuka for that, you're doing well for us.

Thinking about my writing career after seeing few of her videos made me Googled her to see what I can hold onto. I have loved creative writing and I still do but my problem is that I never get to finish a book when I start not even once. I did threw away and lost some of the ones that I had written. The first time I remember starting out to write a novel was in secondary School. Then it was a thing for us in our room, it was a boarding school. I liked the idea, it was so cool trying out new things and I really enjoyed those moments of my life. I could remember our storyteller back then, Somto Aralu and she was so into it, like it gives her joy doing that. Honestly, that's a talent of her's that I admire a lot because I love stories ehh. She was really good at it and that's why am acknowledging her here on my platform.

Throwing back to that year, I felt the reason why I actually stopped creative writing was because I wasn't able to publish it and I felt my parents wouldn't support that either so I decided to stop till am ready to publish. I kept writing halfway stories anytime I felt like writing just to be deceiving myself that am a writer tho I was actually doing it for the fun of it shaa and not as a career.

I read interesting novels that I felt I was supposed to read at that time,w did motivated me to feel like writing up until I entered senior class. I started doing literature as a subject then found out that I don't actually like this things oo, especially all those literature novels we were asked to study. Ahh, God knew that I couldn't read those boring books no matter how much I tried. I only managed to read purple hibiscus that year because many people were talking about it and I heard it was interesting. That was the only literature novel I finished if my memories are actually correct but the rest were just sounding nyamahhh to me. Couldn't deal with it but it didn't stop me from wanting to write anyway.

Sometimes I go back to browse about being a writer and also look out for successful personal blogs to get an insight of what I should be doing on my blog but hell no, it seems to me that am the only one on this page. I haven't found any personal blog Journaling like am doing so this keeps making me feel like am not doing it right. Funny enough, I did checked again this morning before writing this but nah, am home alone on this. Over the years I have been trying so hard to make my blog the normal way blogging is done which is more of article writing and less of storytelling if it's not a news blog. Hmm, am really finding it difficult because that's not what I actually want to do.

Wow, writing is so cool and expressive. Had to flip the pages of what I have written and am like, when did I get here. I mean this is enough for today and it should  be wrap for me guys. Let's continue the gist next time.

Bye

Am Utterly Exempted From This Kind Of Toasting (woo)

  I can't seem to figure this out sometimes. Standing up from my bed this morning was a big deal and it happens to most times tho not always shaa. Like I will wake up from my sleep in the morning but to get to leave my bed is a problem. Lying down there doing nothing with some random thoughts. I keep wondering how on Earth did I get to form this stupid habit of mine, abi is it natural or something, hmm I doubt that. I can't tell anyways maybe is like that with someone else.

Ohh yes, I did leave my love after analysing my day so here I am writing to you with a smiling face. I want to talk about what happened yesterday that annoyed me. Am actually writing about this because I felt I should say it openly. Personally, this is so embarrassing and it irritates me sometimes. Truth be told, it's not a big deal and I believe some people do find it fascinating shaa unlike me, yesterday made me realize how embarrassing this is to me.

I went to buy sharwama two streets before my house in a hotel close by. I actually wasted small time there, some people had already ordered before I came so I had to wait a bit for mine. Finally, I got mine and was walking down the street alone with the thank you nylon bag I had in my hands. I noticed a car along the road was trying to stop by but I wasn't quite sure if the car was pulling over for me or someone else tho I had hoped it wasn't for me. The road is actually a major road in my area so it's a busy one at that.

However, I said to myself " I don't think this car could possibly be pulling over for me besides I wasn't even looking all dressed up and it's late, you know,  how could he had seen my black face abi am I mistaken? Infront of me was a fair lady on black polo and blue short jeans coming out from one of the stalls along that same lane. Ahh, I was truly relieved when I saw her leaving. Osheyy, at the attention go shift to her and I felt she's equally a fine girl so whatever the situation was, she will fit in perfectly. I kept a straight face as I walked down the street because I didn't want anything that will delay me from getting home earlier before my dad or even meeting him on my way home. Ahah, I noticed the car didn't stop the girl before she crossed over to the next lane, then seeing the car at the junction seeming obviously confused if it should enter the next street abi he should keep moving straight. I had wanted to delay my movements to know exactly what his plans was but it wasn't worth it ma sef. it's actually a guy that was driving the car.

 I waved that off and entered the next street leading to my house. Lo and behold, the guy followed suit saying he wanted to ask me something then stopped infront of me. I thought of snubbing him but as a good girl that I am who's trying to help, stopped hoping to hear the question. Only for me to know that the guy wants to toast me. Chia, I was pissed tho I held it in at the same time embarrassed. Honestly, I felt like walking away yet I couldn't,I was speechless putting on fake smile and looking confused. I had to tell him that I was in a hurry and needed to go. To cut the story short, he did asked for my number and I gave him and left immediately without wanting to hear the next thing he has to say. This really got me thinking as I analysed what just happened. Why was I angry in the first place?

Initially, whenever I find myself in this kind of situation. I always felt, I was being shy which is why I wasn't comfortable when a guy on wheels is trying to toast me. Now  I know better, it wasn't about being shy. Naturally, I just don't like it and it makes me so uncomfortable.  Am utterly exempted from this kind of toasting. Biko, you people should stop doing that to me and peacefully leave me out of it. 

Peace out ❣️

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I Decided To Go Back To The Missionaries That I Abandoned

  Hello, good morning in a soft angelic voice. I have noticed quite a long time ago that I have been going back and forth with my writing career or perhaps my blog. Up until now, I still ask myself what I really want to do as a writer. Am actually confused about my writing space and what I should venture into but one thing is clear to me, "I honestly do want to write".

 Sincerely, I have given myself space and in between breaks just to satisfy my curiosity of what suits me but it's still not working. I do find this feeling quite funny and adorable because I haven't given up on myself yet ever since then. Am really taking my time to build myself and at the same time trying to explore my options as an explorer that I am. I think I need to take a deep breath as a sigh of relieve to the progress I have made so far. Sometimes, when I go through my blog am like "what exactly am I even doing ma sef". I feel like am not getting it right and that's probably why I haven't reached my potentials of greatness in writing. It's said, "slow and steady wins the race" and of course that's me, the carefree and non stressful kind of person taking her time to figure her life out. I think this very attitude of mine has been an essential part of my growth. I take things very easily but seriously too no matter what it's. I so much believe in God's willing and that he's in control so whatever will be will definitely be regardless of how long it takes tho I still make effort shaa.

 Recently, I did a YouTube video on bad blogging habits and how to overcome them. Guess what? I was also referring to myself too because am guilty of that. Creating that video also pushed me into wanting to deal with my own problems. Initially, when I started my blog, I drafted on a book first before writing on my blog because I felt that was the right thing to do and it was convenient enough for me to do but at some point I got tired of that game. I said to myself, "Ahh why am I even stressing myself like this, what's the difference naa. I felt like am actually wasting my time doing that where as I can equally edit my writings on my blog so what's the need of going through all that stress of editing. I have it some thought and found reasons with myself to stop the long process and just get on with the writing on my blog.

 Funny enough, everything that has an advantage also has a disadvantage. I started losing it with time, getting lazy to write with plenty flimsy excuses and I have realized that I was killing my blogging career over the years without my knowledge. That was how I fell from the stairs of success to God knows where  Am actually glad that I have found myself back and ready to climb the ladder of greatness flawlessly while I achieve those dreams of mine.

Hmm, right now I feel like am saying a lot and I haven't ran out of things to say so am gonna cut myself Short here and conclude with what I have in mind because this is getting long enough and wouldn't like to bore you with my stories already. Maybe I will talk about it next time on a related topic of course, if I remember.

However, let's make it official that this morning on a Tuesday February 15 2022,. I have decided by God's grace to go back to the missionaries that I abandoned. Lol, let me break it down. I meant picking up my beautiful pen and paper and following the process since that's what  works for me so am good to go. 

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