Hello, good morning in a soft angelic voice. I have noticed quite a long time ago that I have been going back and forth with my writing career or perhaps my blog. Up until now, I still ask myself what I really want to do as a writer. Am actually confused about my writing space and what I should venture into but one thing is clear to me, "I honestly do want to write".
Sincerely, I have given myself space and in between breaks just to satisfy my curiosity of what suits me but it's still not working. I do find this feeling quite funny and adorable because I haven't given up on myself yet ever since then. Am really taking my time to build myself and at the same time trying to explore my options as an explorer that I am. I think I need to take a deep breath as a sigh of relieve to the progress I have made so far. Sometimes, when I go through my blog am like "what exactly am I even doing ma sef". I feel like am not getting it right and that's probably why I haven't reached my potentials of greatness in writing. It's said, "slow and steady wins the race" and of course that's me, the carefree and non stressful kind of person taking her time to figure her life out. I think this very attitude of mine has been an essential part of my growth. I take things very easily but seriously too no matter what it's. I so much believe in God's willing and that he's in control so whatever will be will definitely be regardless of how long it takes tho I still make effort shaa.
Recently, I did a YouTube video on bad blogging habits and how to overcome them. Guess what? I was also referring to myself too because am guilty of that. Creating that video also pushed me into wanting to deal with my own problems. Initially, when I started my blog, I drafted on a book first before writing on my blog because I felt that was the right thing to do and it was convenient enough for me to do but at some point I got tired of that game. I said to myself, "Ahh why am I even stressing myself like this, what's the difference naa. I felt like am actually wasting my time doing that where as I can equally edit my writings on my blog so what's the need of going through all that stress of editing. I have it some thought and found reasons with myself to stop the long process and just get on with the writing on my blog.
Funny enough, everything that has an advantage also has a disadvantage. I started losing it with time, getting lazy to write with plenty flimsy excuses and I have realized that I was killing my blogging career over the years without my knowledge. That was how I fell from the stairs of success to God knows where Am actually glad that I have found myself back and ready to climb the ladder of greatness flawlessly while I achieve those dreams of mine.
Hmm, right now I feel like am saying a lot and I haven't ran out of things to say so am gonna cut myself Short here and conclude with what I have in mind because this is getting long enough and wouldn't like to bore you with my stories already. Maybe I will talk about it next time on a related topic of course, if I remember.
However, let's make it official that this morning on a Tuesday February 15 2022,. I have decided by God's grace to go back to the missionaries that I abandoned. Lol, let me break it down. I meant picking up my beautiful pen and paper and following the process since that's what works for me so am good to go.
Bye.
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