Hi guys, am actually writing this just to pour my heart out but I will be fine shaa. This has always been me trying to get up whenever I fall. Technically, I have no one to do this with if not my journal. Most times, is very difficult to tell people my problem and it's kinda painful to have bear them all myself. I would like to share a write up with you before I continue with my pen.
We are Nigerians!
-We call every toothpaste MACLEANS!
We don't care😂 😂 😂!
-We call every noodle INDOMIE!
We are like that😂 😂 😂!
-We call every insecticide SHELLTOX!
We can't help it😋😋😋!
-We call every detergent OMO!
It's in our DNA😜😜😛!
-We point at an empty chair and ask “Who's sitting there”?
We are like that🙅🙅
🙅♀️🙅♀️!
We use our mouth and our hand to knock at the same time "kor kor kor" who dey house?🙅♀️
We are just like that.
-When NEPA takes light, we go out and, check if it's the whole
street!
We are just like that🙅🙅!
-We use a bar of soap till it looks like a sim card
We don't have a problem🙈🙈🙈!
-We buy something, skip instructions & ask neighbors how it's
used!
We don't care😂🤣!
-We withdraw money from an ATM then count it before walking away.
We don't trust anybody, not even a machine that is made by man😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣.
-We lock the car then try to open it 2 times before walking away!
We are courteous 😂🤣😂🤣🤣.
-We turn off the volume just to smell what's burning,
-We are like that😂🤣😂
-We can't change, we are who we are.
-We are Nigerians....
🏊🏊😂😂😂
When you are inside a public transport and the driver takes an unfamiliar route or turn, we all remove our ear phones to see clearly 😂😂😂.
We are Nigerians
We call brisket bone biscuit bone, don't try to correct us because we have tried that many times but it seems not to get into our heads..😄😁😄😁
We are Nigerians.
Lol, hope you had fun reading this and am sure you're definitely guilty of at least one. Put a smile on someone's face by sharing this.
Honestly, I regret been raised in Nigeria sometimes tho am proud to be one. I really wish that in my next life, I would be a citizen of both Nigeria and United States of America. I have always loved that country for no reason in particular and it's has been my dream country so far. Back to my country, Nigeria has all the adjective you can think of and most of all, this country na cruise and sometimes frustrating. This part is where my problem comes in.
https://travelwithcurrent.blogspot.com/2019/05/depression-writing-still-in-progress.html
I have been draining for days now into months. I am tensed over a lot of things that sickens me with depression. I feel like am drowning in a pool of my thoughts and it weakens me day by day. How long can it be? How far can I go? These past few years of my life made me realize my true self. My biggest problem is expression. I really need help but I keep trying on my own to deal with my fears. Surprisingly,this phobia is a lot more than I can handle but with God by side I can do it. I keep suffering this and no one seems to understand me. I feel sorry for myself whenever am tired of all this shit.
I have lost interest in a lot of this if not all because i seem not to have a choice tho am hopefully working on that. Not having a choice here doesn't necessarily mean not having plans rather making personal plans that doesn't have to be 85% of someone else consent. Just imagine a life where you can't actually say what you want and what you don't want. Am chioceless, scared and helpless at the same. I guess am all left with my thoughts, all in my head but keeping a journal helps, that's my own therapy.
I feel like my background and my personality aren't a match but I still have to live with that. Sincerely, am grateful for the woman I have become and owe this to my life experience. I love my family tho they did put me through this but they're my world and my muse. I believe that everything that happened to me is for a reason and that's what leading me to my purpose in life. Am truly a happy person not withstanding if you get to know me. Just like I said earlier expression is one of my problems and it has made me live an independent life. I practically finds it difficult to ask and sometimes when I manage to ask without getting any positive response, I tend to stop bothering or persuading the person at all. People might think it's my ego but it's not, that's just me anyways. That's why am bent on building myself because i don't have enough courage to ask, that's it.
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