Ohh, another Wednesday it is, that thought alone made me depressed. I had woken up earlier this morning to finish up a blog post I was supposed to upload on my lifestyle blog. In fact I had slept over my phone last night while doing that, then found myself this morning around after three which I continued from where I stopped. I woke up feeling sleepy and tired but couldn't help to finish what I was actually doing on my phone quickly so I could go back to bed before my mom comes knocking on my doo or probably before day breaks.
I have been stressed out these past few days especially yesterday. I thought the headache I had last night had gone up until when my mom woke me up to say, "we will be leaving early today because of traffic so that we can meet up with monastery prayers before going to market". To be sincere, I was confused for a moment and it took me time to process what she had said. I felt the confusion plus the disturbance left me angry and emotional tho I went back to bed with am immediate effect. My eyes were still heavy and not ready to start off the day. I stood up later after few call outs from my mom then straight to my wardrobe still feeling confused on what to wear.
I had undressed tying my towel around my chest and getting ready to take a shower. I kept standing there gazing at my wardrobe, thinking of what to wear halfway. I heard a voice from the room again"go and take your bath fast so we won't be late". That was my mom talking, I sat down in front of my bathroom where I stood looking at my wardrobe. My head was aching and racing with random thoughts that I can't seem to put together.
I couldn't bear the pain any longer than to let down tears roll down my cheeks. I felt a bit relieved for a second then tried calming myself down to get more relaxed. I finally decided to take my bath first before we go again with the thought of what to wear. I had wanted to say my prayers this morning before the whole drama made me skip that but I said to myself, "I won't let this one pass at least not like this, the way am feeling." I needed to brighten my day and lighten my mood.
Funny me, I read my Bible in the bathroom before taking a shower to avoid disturbance of any sort. Honestly, I was feeling better than I was when I woke up this morning after the shower. Trust me, getting a dress to wear wasn't even a task to think about, found myself address within few minutes with no stress. I guess my brain has started functioning properly for the day unlike when it was glitching with errors. Long story short, we finally left the house together with my dad who dropped us off our destination.
Bye
