I can't seem to figure this out sometimes. Standing up from my bed this morning was a big deal and it happens to most times tho not always shaa. Like I will wake up from my sleep in the morning but to get to leave my bed is a problem. Lying down there doing nothing with some random thoughts. I keep wondering how on Earth did I get to form this stupid habit of mine, abi is it natural or something, hmm I doubt that. I can't tell anyways maybe is like that with someone else.
Ohh yes, I did leave my love after analysing my day so here I am writing to you with a smiling face. I want to talk about what happened yesterday that annoyed me. Am actually writing about this because I felt I should say it openly. Personally, this is so embarrassing and it irritates me sometimes. Truth be told, it's not a big deal and I believe some people do find it fascinating shaa unlike me, yesterday made me realize how embarrassing this is to me.
I went to buy sharwama two streets before my house in a hotel close by. I actually wasted small time there, some people had already ordered before I came so I had to wait a bit for mine. Finally, I got mine and was walking down the street alone with the thank you nylon bag I had in my hands. I noticed a car along the road was trying to stop by but I wasn't quite sure if the car was pulling over for me or someone else tho I had hoped it wasn't for me. The road is actually a major road in my area so it's a busy one at that.
However, I said to myself " I don't think this car could possibly be pulling over for me besides I wasn't even looking all dressed up and it's late, you know, how could he had seen my black face abi am I mistaken? Infront of me was a fair lady on black polo and blue short jeans coming out from one of the stalls along that same lane. Ahh, I was truly relieved when I saw her leaving. Osheyy, at the attention go shift to her and I felt she's equally a fine girl so whatever the situation was, she will fit in perfectly. I kept a straight face as I walked down the street because I didn't want anything that will delay me from getting home earlier before my dad or even meeting him on my way home. Ahah, I noticed the car didn't stop the girl before she crossed over to the next lane, then seeing the car at the junction seeming obviously confused if it should enter the next street abi he should keep moving straight. I had wanted to delay my movements to know exactly what his plans was but it wasn't worth it ma sef. it's actually a guy that was driving the car.
I waved that off and entered the next street leading to my house. Lo and behold, the guy followed suit saying he wanted to ask me something then stopped infront of me. I thought of snubbing him but as a good girl that I am who's trying to help, stopped hoping to hear the question. Only for me to know that the guy wants to toast me. Chia, I was pissed tho I held it in at the same time embarrassed. Honestly, I felt like walking away yet I couldn't,I was speechless putting on fake smile and looking confused. I had to tell him that I was in a hurry and needed to go. To cut the story short, he did asked for my number and I gave him and left immediately without wanting to hear the next thing he has to say. This really got me thinking as I analysed what just happened. Why was I angry in the first place?
Initially, whenever I find myself in this kind of situation. I always felt, I was being shy which is why I wasn't comfortable when a guy on wheels is trying to toast me. Now I know better, it wasn't about being shy. Naturally, I just don't like it and it makes me so uncomfortable. Am utterly exempted from this kind of toasting. Biko, you people should stop doing that to me and peacefully leave me out of it.
Peace out ❣️
Bye.
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